Reflection

At the very least, I have been a very naughty girl. In August I talked about shaping up; about putting myself and my health back on the priority list. And then came life, as it always does. Followed by procrastination, as it sometimes does. I just can't get started if I am not doing exactly what "I" wanna do as far as workout activities and plans. What I really have a desire to do is go back to Curves, which just isn't an option right now. So I have chosen to not take up any activities at all. Part of me is totally fine with this, but then there is the other part of me that really does want to get back to being "me". To shed this here body and reclaim the one that I work better in. Sadly, that is NOT enough motivation for me to get out of my own way when it comes to fitness. I am far from being sedentary, but still, not as active as I could be.

So, what now? Stay in the fight, that's what! I'll set new goals and try once more. At the end of the day, when I am truly ready to get fit, I will.

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6 comments

T.Allen

October 24, 2009 at 10:32 PM

Getting and keeping fit has proven quite challenging for me as well. Sometimes I think I don't care enough about packaging to really commit myself in the ways I've worked to keep the internal me healthy. I applaud you for getting back in the game!

Barbara

October 24, 2009 at 10:45 PM

And I guess it doesn't really help when you have someone who finds your back fat, muffin top, and thunder thighs super sexy :)

Unknown

October 25, 2009 at 2:27 PM

i admire how real about it you are. YOU know when it's time/you're ready, and i truly believe we don't make the changes we feel are necessary until we REALLY feel--from somewhere deep within--that we're ready.

lol @ your comment above! how sweet. :-)

October 25, 2009 at 7:26 PM

You need to just hop on over to my blog and have a pity party with me! I totally feel you. I did the same thing for a while and then I said, you know what...screw it...I'm not thinking about it anymore. And with that...I lost 20 pounds. I stopped obsessing and just did what I could, when I could...even when it wasn't exactly what I wanted. Every little bit helps. A watched pot never boils...no truer words have ever been spoken.

Unknown

October 26, 2009 at 6:47 PM

I need to work out too. It has been sad, truly. I was on a roll and then nothing. I hope to rev it back up later this year with EA Sports again. I do so much better when the world is watching. LOL

Rue

October 27, 2009 at 7:30 PM

You know when "enough is enough"...let me know if you want to go walking sometimes, I need to get it together too!